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riverfeier

riverfeier
Written by Cathoel Jorss,

Saturday night festival of explosions, fireworks and low-flying fighter jets scamming the river. I was standing behind five dark rows of people. Festive. Restive. Everybody chatting. The city stood lit up behind its bridge, then the fireworks started. Without hesitation the crowd bloomed like a field of poppies, dozens of tiny, high-held screens. Disbelieving, I looked around. Everywhere people were holding up their phones at arm’s length like you would hold a small child to show them a marching band. It was impossible to watch the world without seeing it onscreen and multiplied, as though we were standing in a broadcast instead of our lives. A girl near me held up her phone for so long that when the fireworks died the blokes behind her asked, “Aren’t your arms getting tired?” She tucked the screen in to her chest and began seamlessly typing and scrolling. No pause. “Imagine there’s no heaven,” I thought. “There was, and there still is, but who cares.” Watching her mouth tuck itself in at the corner I translated, out of the dim bitterness of my heart: At Riverfire. Amazeballs, you shd see it. Luv u Brisbane.

7 comments on “riverfeier

  1. Cathoel Jorss says:

    My thoughts exactly, James. It is hard not to tap people on the shoulder and say, Pssst! This is life… and you’re missing it.

  2. Loni says:

    See it all the time and despair a little more and more. It’s one of the reasons I don’t own a mobile. The biggest reason being that it seems to most that the person on the phone is more important than the one you are with.

  3. Cathoel Jorss says:

    I agree, Scott. From my heart. The moment is all we have. All we ever can have! Literally nothing else exists.

  4. Alison says:

    Extra eyes in the sky, held there as though they may see something more than we do. Wishful god’s-eyes, second sightings ,vision once removed like a distant relation.

  5. Cathoel Jorss says:

    privacy
    .

    so, there is a heaven:
    the sky remembers everything we’ve said
    every single call
    every bulb of gas
    the sky has eyes, the eyes of governments
    twitching at the ends of stalks
    .
    missing the point yet seeing all
    PC, TV, satellite dish
    that eye inside the house has wires to every room
    collecting the dew a sleeping family breathe.
    Still we are creatures impervious
    to enquiry, innerly driven
    luminous on the ocean floor and
    carrying on our backs lit cities visible
    from space, from space
    .
    what has lit space to do with us
    I will go about my business.
    .
    Now did the gas man in my ceiling
    leave a tiny camera
    secretly are we married now, tied like
    two cans on a wire
    .
    first I scuttle; then I strip.
    Like the Japanese private
    fighting alone on an island in ’59
    I hope by outgrowing nubility
    to escape commercial value
    .
    So come out, come out,
    wherever you are!
    deploy your Angelinas and your Brads;
    let them seduce the lens
    away from the twelve, no – the eleven
    people who’ve never made a phone call.
    Sponsor the founding of a home
    for the poor (‘heaven’)
    and for the rich (‘earth’)
    .
    .
    “and a forest of spikes”
    .
    “for the ark of sample animals”
    .
    “so we can all watch each other”
    .
    “and never, ever sleep”

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