taking care of the place
May Day, May Day
Two people made fuck, out on the concreted area in front of the apartments. I recognised the act by her cries. He had her sprawled over a car bonnet with his hand around her throat, and for a few minutes I watched clenching my fists. Were those cries of despair? Is she ok? Do I need to rescue this woman from rape?
But then she got up and staggered before him for a minute and lifted away her skirts on either side like a ladybird’s tissuey inner wings. The pale curves of her bottom and thighs were perfect with youth, like two slices of soft long pears from a can. She presented to him her hindquarters and bent herself forward with yearning. He drew her back into his lap and then, skewered, she twisted herself round to kiss. Now and again someone walked past them and they simply froze in place, his place just now being immemorial. A couple of girls strolled by with their cell phones lighted and I feared a filming, an aggression, a posting which would attempt to shame, but the girl walking just ahead lifted her phone and continued a conversation without, apparently, noticing the two there who were holding down the fort. He lifted her jumper to cup her breast. It is cold. They rearranged themselves again and she spread herself on her back on the shiny car, her legs like searchlights. Next morning I went down to buy bread, because we are Germans now, and passed the chalked square for a parked car where they had set each other alight. The big sprawling dark car was gone and in its place a tiny blue and silver rechargeable, as though the yelping congress in the night had already borne its fruit.
“The moving figures fuck; and, having fucked, move on: nor all thy pleasure or lust shall lure them back to repeat, half a again, nor all thy tears of ecstasy repeat a word of it. – with apologises to Omar Khayyam
Why, Mr Fitzgerald! Your apposition and wit is worth Rubáiyáts. Nicely noticed, Philip, indeed. I think all the tears of this week’s rain cannot wash out a whirr of it what they made. I think all the Impiety nor Wit of Berlin and its salty, cunning, sunny life (sunny somehow even in deepest Schneeregen) cannot indeed lure them back to cancel the half a Line they might have indulged in beforehand at some Maifest corner party; and I think there may have been moving digits involved, twas a bit blurry in the half dark. O thank you for pointing this up.
Lucky you weren’t there for the birthing of the automotive baby!